Hello Vocifeous, I would go through the
DVD, Phase One and the Newbie Routine to get a good, foundational understanding of penis enlargement as a whole. What you learn in the Newbie work will remain with you through advanced work.
SRT can be started immediately in the sense of using the different aspects that could apply in the beginning of your quest.
My support goes out to you and your family. Paranoid schizophrenia or Personality Disorder is the most difficult to deal with as when an episode is in place the patient does not know she is shifting through various mental positions while the outside world is scratching their heads wondering what is wrong with her. Moodiness is expected as what she is going through is mental anguish and suffering of the worse kind. Empathy and Sympathy by you, your family, friends and anyone else she is in contact with will be best. Never try to rationalize with someone having an episode, simply be there for them until it passes safely.
Reality is extremely subjective and it is not fair to anyone to deny them the personal reality they may be suffering with. Her reality may include people, voices, places and subjects that may be out of the scope of reality to someone who does not have the disorder, but trust me, she truly believes these things as reality. I know, for myself, when I am having episodes the biggest thing I hate is to be denied my personal reality as being valid and important. Believe, listen, try to understand, you may just learn something about yourself. You see, what we are referring to as a disability, when viewed correctly, is a blessing. It is due to the great misunderstanding of the chemical mind that causes so much fear and prejudice in people who have a borderline personality disorder. Let me explain further, but truly take this as word, I see each and every so called disability as a blessing from Jesus!
1.) They say Personality Disorder/Paranoid Schizophrenia.....I see it as having many voices, many spirits, many beings to exchange information with and learn from. If these personalities are inside of me, then they are just as important as the id, the ego or any other singular vies of the self. Developing relationships with these beings is far greater than avoiding and closing my ears, eyes and heart. I am sure a few of those personalities in me has created some of the best Penis Enlargement exercises ever!
2.) Paranoia: This is just plain and simple, smart. Most people in the world are out for one thing, themselves. Having a paranoia about those who enter my reality and their motives has only gone to serve me in all I do. Paranoia is something I see as intuition.
3.) Bi-Polar Disorder, Manic Depression: lol, really? This, is by far, the greatest asset I have in myself. There are times when my mind is filled with endless ideas, amazing discoveries, creations, ideals most will never touch on. During these prophetic states I know, with all that is in me, I am talking directly with God. Since, I am so open to the changes contained in this disorder I have heard, seen, touched and felt things beyond this world. I rarely need to think as the words flow like a river of truth, it is beyond beautiful.
If I am open and in a safe place, surrounded with loving people I can create without boundaries. Every word I hear I write down, explore, learn and develop into a full understanding of the word. I set goals and accomplish them, I do whatever it takes to get me to where I can manifest and create in the physical world. If it were not for my being blessed with this gift,
MOS would never have even been created.
3.) OCD: again, lol. Obsessive Compulsive Disorder should simply be called "The Ability to Stick with Something Until it is Perfect" OCD is a greater way to think on something, a greater way to see parts you wopuld not if you were not so obsessive. Being obsessed about something is simply being passionate.
4.) Agoraphobia: Well, no getting around this one.
I tried but this part of my disability does make life more difficult but in my case, I will carry this cross!
Now, in addition to this I am almost completely blind, completely devoid of color and my dyslexia is debilitating. I can't get around these issues either. But, it is what it is. In my heart I will do my best always and if my best includes hurdles of great height, I will buy a fucking ladder!
Yes, it is a lot of time and at this point a bit too scattered. The new refinement of
SRT (before the release of the
DVD) will happen as soon as I get through all the post tonight. It will make it a bit easier to understand and give newbie, intermediate and advanced versions. It will also contain a completely manual version for those without equipment.