That show has always intrigued me, but haven't had a chance to catch any of it yet...I'll plug it into the 'ole DVR and see what pops! As for what motivates me to have the size that make women curious (or have that 'oh sh!t' moment when they see it), I've tried to equivocate/rationalize/talk myself out of feeling this way, but I can't deny the fact that it's the fuel that drives each and every one of my PE sessions. I can't even dismiss it anymore to the 'just excited about being bigger' category...wanting any/everyone to know how huge I'm becoming is almost becoming a compulsion. About 6 months ago I was with a girl and her exact words when she saw it was, 'good Lord you're enormous' and I was only about 75% EQ with it pointing at the floor. From there, it's only been building and building with very similar reactions.
Perhaps this feeling/obsession will wane over time, but for now it's turbo-charging all my PE endeavors.
BTW, I have no idea what Matt's size is