That's beautiful. I've never heard a minister of jesus christ say he does not believe in religion, so that's refreshing. I don't believe in jesus. My spirituality is based on earth in the people i love and otherwise care about. Brotherhood, as you put it. Family. Friendship. Fellowship. And generally, in doing what's right. I have never been celibate. In fact, before i was married, i was a complete manwhore lol. But that was out of insecurity and feeling like i needed external validation. I believe if i were single again, a period of celibacy and solitude would do me a lot of good. But eventually ii would want a partner, because that's just how i best operate naturally.
I do find it fascinating that you believe those things and practice celibacy, but also value penis enlargement and watch �naked people movies�. I am not saying any of that is wrong, or inconsistent, just interesting. Even in the depths of hardcore hedonism in my 20s and early 30s, �naked people movies� was not something i found very compelling.