case study extremely big problem. HELP SOMEBODY PLEASE....

somehow ive ended here after battling this injury for al most 6 months. im in my 40's . i had jelqed off and on and pumped for a month or 2. nothing serious. felt better, and hung better it seemed. no real serious gains expected. just wanted better bloodflow and quality.

one day, i jelqed a bit harder than i had been, but no pain, and jsut for a minute. next day i pumped and accidentally went more than i wanted. no pain. immediately released and red along the base of the shaft. within the day it was gone. several days later i woke up with a shrunken unit and slight numbess on the shaft. had all hard flaccid symptoms.

was scared, so continued making my self have sex,. after a month or so, it seemed it was subsiding. i still woke up in the morning with a chub. but everything shrank to nothing during the day.then it started seeming like if we had sex more than once a week, it would traumatize everything and destroy my libido and size again.

very sensitive glans with burning /cooling feeling. shrunk all day. no erections. no night erections. then it would come back a week later with her, and we'd have sex again. eventually i figured out we had to quit for awhile. 6 months later, here i am. we just went a month of nothing. i still walk around all day shrunk to nothing. we had sex 2 days ago and it was great, but now it seems to be overly sensitive again. only time i hang normally , is if i lay down in bed awhile. but soon after i get up, its all gone again.

sensitivity/nerve damage, seems likely, but not sure. nothing feels like me down there unless im hard. it doesnt seem like i did anything too hard/painful to cause this, but i obviously did. not sure if this will heal ever, but i cant take any more panic attacks and anxiety. its hard to make it to bedtime every day. its the only relief i get.

it feels like i have half what i did on a normal day now, with no arousal. ive also noticed a constant pressure moreso while shrunken, in my rectum /perenium area,that tightens when i flex my penis. i get decent morning/night erections sometimes, and sometimes not as much. but im sure my anxiety day to day is effecting that . i cannot masturbate to get hard since the 2nd month of this, due to it irritating the nerves it seems on the head. actual sex doesnt irritate it as much, but it still does.

i always have the numbness/sensitivity issue to some degree, but its super bad when its shriveled up and burns. im just not sure the nerves will heal, and i dont know what to do now. im mentally exhausted and depressed. i can barely force myself to work or do anything that involves moving. it lets me know every step of every day what ive lost.
 
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destroyed the pump today. life is pretty useless after messig with somethig i should have left as it was. sex is all over . the rest of the day is actually worse
 
destroyed the pump today. life is pretty useless after messig with somethig i should have left as it was. sex is all over . the rest of the day is actually worse
What happened to your pump?
 
a bathmate. doesnnt matter.. i wish id nnever saw one. i cant win this no matter what i do. im out of energy. its unreal the amount of trying and stress just to make it to the next time i can lay down and go to bed. theres just no fixing this. almost 2 weeks ago , things seemed to be coming around. then crashed horribly, and i cant even feel my penis or get aroused to save my life still today. screwing with what god made has ruined my entire life. of all things to kill me, this is a horrible way to die. and i have a lot to live for. a lot. if any body could feel this for 5 minutes, youd run from this nonsense forever
 
I would take a few weeks off concentrating on deep tissue massage.
 
i have little feelig flaccid. or desire. massage doest fix much here. its too damaged
 
i have little feelig flaccid. or desire. massage doest fix much here. its too damaged
Just keep trying the massage it will heal you eventually
 
sadly, massage is useless to fix this. everythig is sadly
 
As @DLD said, we are here to help. Just to reconfirm that one of our brothers use triggering massage techniques as well. I mentioned this in the prior posts, but I stopped after you indicated it doesn't work for you to massage. However, something to read at a different vantage point of view, thanks to brother @bucolic:

Post in thread 'Thank you for this' Thank you for this

This is one of 7 massage methods provided to me by a colleague in China. But if massages do not interest you, I simple place them on the back shelves for other brothers to use later.
 
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As @DLD said, we are here to help. Just to reconfirm that one of our brothers use triggering massage techniques as well. I mentioned this in the prior posts, but I stopped after you indicated it doesn't work for you to massage. However, something to read at a different vantage point of view, thanks to brother @bucolic:

Post in thread 'Thank you for this' Thank you for this

This is one of 7 massage methods provided to me by a colleague in China. But if massages do not interest you, I simple place them on the back shelves for other brothers to use later.
Absolutely true. You can get frustrated but we will never up on you
 
i thik feelig this way for this amout of time makes it close to impossile to correct. sexual iterest is pretty much a zero these days . just to rid myself of the hurt is mostly all i hope for
 
Once again, most of this starts with a strong mental reset. We have brothers who are shy, devastated, lost, emotional, and the list keeps going. At the end of the list, we all have to acknowledge our losts, our failures, and our woes. We need to stand up, buckle up, strength our hearts and minds, move forward even if we have to crawl, and take every know measure with a healing of of hope and prayers for miracles for the days ahead. Giving up is not an option. Laying around and cry is not an option. Keep your mind positive and do whatever you can to even inch forward is the option. Curse not onto others for the curses return to you in magnifications. Bless each other and stand with one another to share the burdens will yield the benefits and rewards as a whole. This is one of the motto of this brotherhood.

Be strong. Move forward with whatever strength you can mustard in positivity.
 
i just go to work. thats all i have really. everythig is restricted ,hurts, disappeared. i like work. this just so happes to make it extremely difficult to do that also
 
im stuck right here . totally small 24hrs. with exceptio of erectio while sleep. erection burns internnally slightly. no libido whatsoever in the penis. mental is still there. if i kegel with a good thought, all i get is a pressured wall feelig, with barely any response. many times, with pain up though centrally i the shaft. stinging in glans while shrunk at times all day. cant seem to get the free flowign feeling ever again while stretching like i have inn the past. its all kinda stopped happening.

i can make it hard bby masturbating, but it seems to lack a bit of size. feels weird, and has a light iternal burn. and glans still has the sameweird feeling. all day while shrunk, the feeling lacks a lot and onnly gets better if were to get my size to release . its a pretty hopeless mess.
 
i didt either till i woke up permanently shrunken and lifeless. nobbody will understand till it happens to them most likely.
Be strong I hope you will get back to your former self in due time. Very appreciated that you share your story in.

case study - extremely big problem. HELP SOMEBODY PLEASE....

It will help many others. There needs to be safty involved in penis enlargement, that is the reason I no longer like Bathmate (due to lack of a vaccum gauge and control).

Personally I threw away all my Bathmate pumps, going from MityVac Hydro-Vac Penis Pump to Bathmate, made me realize there where no contol during the pumping sessions. I could go up in to much vaccum pressure without realizing it (Due to VacuVin mod). And then ended my session with a to dull feeling penis. This was the point I realize MityVac was thousands times better then Bathmate when it comes to water pumping.
I'm sorry I love Bathmate but I'm loving MityVac - Wet and Dry Penis Vacuum Pump System Hydro-Vac Penis Pump even more.

The non modded Bathmate pumps are much safer, but for me the vaccum pressure was not enough to keep gaining. Going high in vaccum pressure and not knowing what vaccum pressure you are using can't be safe. It didn't felt good to me. This comes from a guy that worshipped Bathmate pumps before. They made me gain a lot in the past, but MityVac Hydro-Vac Penis Pump made me gain even faster but in a much more safer way.

Hope you recover brother.
 
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I hope we find a solution to your problems soon.
There has to be some experimental high tech technology/techniques out there that can help you. 🤔
 
I hope we find a solution to your problems soon.
There has to be some experimental high tech technology/techniques out there that can help you. 🤔
Agree. Don't quit before the miracle happens
 
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