Its been a LONG time since I have posted anything here, and felt it was time to.
Here is a snippet of my journal entry for today.
The shrinkage of my penis from its larger "built" state, is very real, and will happen to you all as well.
Its been over two years since ive done any pe'ing, but even before I stoped, there was noticable shrinkage of my unit, but no where near the accelerated rate that is happening now.
This is rediculous and heartbreaking....I just hope you fuckers realize what you are doing to yourselves.
"7-5-06
Well, I suppose its time to write about the thing that has been my obsession for the past five years. My penis.
I started penis pills and enlarging exercises which progressed into testosterone cream application, DHT cream and eventually injections of IGF-3 (with bacteriostatic acid) *unknowingly.
While the increase was very nice, the recession hasn’t been worth the agony. I think often that I wish I never would have started jelquing- and other penile tissue destructive exercises, as the increased girth is obviously temporary swelling and accumilation of blood coagulation..
Wow, this has really been a burden on my physiological well being. I witness DAILY the shrinkage of my penis, and it kills me. To think that I am loosing the penis which sprung so many girls and made them cum so easily, to the penis I had before. I really hope it doesn’t get to that point, as the loose skin that is accumulating right now is very annoying and unsightly.
I don’t know what to do about it makes me want to cry each and every time I look at myself, or masturbate, and am fully aware of the shrinkage that has occurred.
I do regret fully some of the things that I had done to get that “large cock”…..
I wish I never would have."
Here is a snippet of my journal entry for today.
The shrinkage of my penis from its larger "built" state, is very real, and will happen to you all as well.
Its been over two years since ive done any pe'ing, but even before I stoped, there was noticable shrinkage of my unit, but no where near the accelerated rate that is happening now.
This is rediculous and heartbreaking....I just hope you fuckers realize what you are doing to yourselves.
"7-5-06
Well, I suppose its time to write about the thing that has been my obsession for the past five years. My penis.
I started penis pills and enlarging exercises which progressed into testosterone cream application, DHT cream and eventually injections of IGF-3 (with bacteriostatic acid) *unknowingly.
While the increase was very nice, the recession hasn’t been worth the agony. I think often that I wish I never would have started jelquing- and other penile tissue destructive exercises, as the increased girth is obviously temporary swelling and accumilation of blood coagulation..
Wow, this has really been a burden on my physiological well being. I witness DAILY the shrinkage of my penis, and it kills me. To think that I am loosing the penis which sprung so many girls and made them cum so easily, to the penis I had before. I really hope it doesn’t get to that point, as the loose skin that is accumulating right now is very annoying and unsightly.
I don’t know what to do about it makes me want to cry each and every time I look at myself, or masturbate, and am fully aware of the shrinkage that has occurred.
I do regret fully some of the things that I had done to get that “large cock”…..
I wish I never would have."